Update

I didn't get it.

But that's ok!

I was pretty upset at first. Which was odd: I really didn't want the job.

But it's not so odd when you realise how much I was looking forward to shoving up my boss' ***...

But they're advertising again!! And I've decided they've screwed me around sufficiently now to screw them back a little: if they call me and offer me the job, I'm going to demand the highest rate on offer for the position; ie - $53k.

Because, hell - I don't even want it! If they DO give it to me for that pay, then sweet!! I'd stay for years at a job paying like that.

The tablets are working well but they seem to be wearing off a little... I'm worried my brain's "angry centre" is over-powering the tablets!!

But I dunno... I'm much better than I used to be... I know certain things are easier for me to deal with than before.

Anywho... David Gray's gonna rock this one out...

My oh my you know it just don't stop
It's in my mind I wanna tear it up
I've tried to fight it tried to turn it off
But it's not enough
It takes a lotta love
It takes a lotta love my friend
To keep your heart from freezing
To push on till the end
My oh my you know I just can't win
I burn it down it comes right back again
What kinda world is this we're living in
where you never win
It takes a lotta love
It takes a lotta love these days
To keep your heart from freezing
To keep your spirit free...

Job Interview

Big job interview. Trying not to stress. Why am I stressing?? I DUNNO BUT IT'S HARD NOT TO!!!!

:-)

How annoying

I was pretty excited to see 4 comments on my previous post.

Then I was annoyed that it was just John.

John, whose words are worthless, and, it seems, whose word is worthless.

Didn't you promise never to post here again?

Anyway.

I've deleted your posts. You seem to confuse 'wit' and 'cleverness' with 'rudeness'.

Next time you want to offer someone your 'brilliant observations', how about you try just shutting the hell up?

You know what? Everyone will probably like you a whole lot more.

I wear my sunglasses at night... etc

God I was sleepy yesterday. I had to drag my ass outta bed and sloth to work, sleepily hauling myself around the office and trying desperately to actually listen to phone conversations which threatened to lull me off to sleep, in conjunction with the oppressive stuffiness of the office...

My reaction times were about as quick as a dead rabbit's during our cricket game... but we won anyway! Thanks in large part to Baz deciding he would just bat, bowl, and field the whole game all by himself. Baz, awesome stuff. Sometimes it's nice to have a team, but when the team fails, do it yourself. Very Steve Waugh of you. :-)

Brain's been slow... worried that when I step up to full doses I'll be close to retarded... but hopefully I'll get better.

I feel better TODAY so with any luck things will improve once my body adjusts... we'll see how we go, I suppose.

God so HUNGRY! I just ate a packet of chips and I feel RAVENOUS!

I'm thinking of eating some chocolate but it's probably the last thing I need. God I'm going to get so FAT!

lol

ARGH!

I haven't noticed much change so far but I think I'm calmer... maybe heading down towards moderate...

We'll see how it goes tomorrow.