Update

I didn't get it.

But that's ok!

I was pretty upset at first. Which was odd: I really didn't want the job.

But it's not so odd when you realise how much I was looking forward to shoving up my boss' ***...

But they're advertising again!! And I've decided they've screwed me around sufficiently now to screw them back a little: if they call me and offer me the job, I'm going to demand the highest rate on offer for the position; ie - $53k.

Because, hell - I don't even want it! If they DO give it to me for that pay, then sweet!! I'd stay for years at a job paying like that.

The tablets are working well but they seem to be wearing off a little... I'm worried my brain's "angry centre" is over-powering the tablets!!

But I dunno... I'm much better than I used to be... I know certain things are easier for me to deal with than before.

Anywho... David Gray's gonna rock this one out...

My oh my you know it just don't stop
It's in my mind I wanna tear it up
I've tried to fight it tried to turn it off
But it's not enough
It takes a lotta love
It takes a lotta love my friend
To keep your heart from freezing
To push on till the end
My oh my you know I just can't win
I burn it down it comes right back again
What kinda world is this we're living in
where you never win
It takes a lotta love
It takes a lotta love these days
To keep your heart from freezing
To keep your spirit free...