A well overdue rant

Well FUCK ME if it isn't nearly the END OF THE YEAR already! And about bloody time, too!
Sorry, I'm a bit STRESSED OUT right now, and I feel like WRITING IN CAPITALS is just about the ONLY THING that can really express this feeling adequately.
I'm about ready to KILL some people at work, but then again life's been less and less stressful there as things are getting organised, and I'm kinda finding my feet there and FUCK OFF who the FUCK CARES?! Why the FUCK am I writing about BORING DAILY TEDIUM?!

Every single one of you (if ANYONE EVEN READS MY BULLSHIT ANYMORE) should be OUT THERE DOING SOMETHING MORE WORTHWHILE THAN SITTING THERE READING THIS DRIVEL! What the FUCK is WRONG WITH YOU?!
Are you WATCHING that clock tick by? Twelve o'clock today means it's been TWENTY FUCKING FOUR HOURS SINCE THE SAME TIME YESTERDAY! Do you KNOW how many hours in the average lifespan of a human being in this country? STOP WASTING THEM!!!!

What do you want? GO GET IT! FUCKING HELL I hate you all so much!

I'm bored of you. What about ME? What do I want?!

I'm sick and tired of the way people in this retarded society talk about options and freedoms and openmindedness when every single institution in existance wears blinkers of the most unbreakable kind and the very foundation upon which today's lifestyle is built undermines any possibility of anyone LIVING in a way which is OUTSIDE OF ITS TINY INFRASTRUCTURE OF ACCEPTABILITY!

I don't WANT some shitty job, working days, sleeping nights, taking weekends off and two weeks a year on holiday, saving up enough to buy a house... and I admit I'd LIKE a house of my own, and a car and fuck knows what else... I like possessions as much as the next moronic, brainless idiot like you... but FUCK! Where is the infrastructure for someone who wishes to study the ways of wisdom? Who wishes to ponder the infinite and discover the possibilities lying deep within the human mind?
Right? Wrong? And what do these mean? Are they anything more than a construct of our united moral values, created by and which in turn help to shape our laws? Is there any such thing as 'evil'?
Our largely christian descended mentality is a blight upon our mental and emotional wellbeing and the sooner most people come to realise that, the better for all of us.
Of course, this is taking for granted a belief I've had for most of my life and which I now believe to be entirely INCORRECT and FALSE: that the problem with society is education, not mentality.
See, I've always thought that people aren't dumb, they're just led badly and educated badly, leading to bad thinking patterns; but now I believe that to be a bunch of bull crap. You're all hopeless morons who would rather eat mental SHIT than actually THINK and let the programming of our rich 'conformist enforcing' media operators lead our minds to thinking a certain way... a way which is bad, harmful to every part of all of us, and leads ultimately to a retarded world... oh hey, say for example, like this one.

FUCK YOU! If i cared more about you I guess I'd hate you, but hey, I don't.

I do, however, care about me, and I'm pretty mad that I've let my life go so slowly and blindly and lived under a cloud of self doubt, confusion and insecurity.
Maybe I was poorly led, but that's the same excuse I've been giving to all of you and hell, you don't deserve it, so neither do I, because let's face it, I'm smarter than you.
So hell - I'm a jackass, it's MY fault, and if i want to be able to respect myself in the morning, I'd better do something about it.

Until then, GO FUCK YOURSELF!

ps - WAKE THE FUCK UP YOU IDIOT!